Mine, you ask? Mine comes from my name. It also represents my past.

Ignore the 82. I chose to use Besiege here because of my life-- besieg(d)... For a long time in my life I went through hell, metaphorically speaking. I became diagnosed with epilepsy, then I was abandoned and (physically) attacked by people who I blindly thought as friends, I found out that my school withheld information the state requires them to give to students with disabilities, I tore my rotators cuffs (they still are torn), and to top it all off, I had a doctor who documented his view of a non-dosage ceiling for the medication I had used. In fact, I have lost some of the sharpness of mind over some the 'things' that went on in my past.

I go on into my past in more detail, but my idea should be understood. There are things that I do that may annoy or bother some of you, but what you know nothing of, is why or where that tiny irritant comes from. I have trouble being light hearted: in fact that quote, by Axis, in my signature shows how uptight I can be. Some here have seen me in my austere and quiet moments, but that is how I am normally. Some of the ways I act on the servers might bother some, but that comes from them and from my lack of sensitivity to see other' preferences and honor them. You find it odd, but I have trouble here with the way I treat others. If it were not for a certain few, I probably would have been gone soon after CingularDuality punished me... So, again, I chose my name as a way to both represent my true full name and the problems I have had since I was much younger.